She stares at me,
And in her eyes i see,
The love the hate the dreams,
In her eyes i see the sadness,
The sickness, disease.
My vision clouds,
Through the tears i can't see,
I can't see her anymore,
She can't see me.
I close my eyes then open,
And see shes staring at back at me,
The anger shows now,
Burning through,
I reach forward,
The mirroa smashes,
Now she can't see me.
Once it was good... by Alatariel-Luinwe, literature
Literature
Once it was good...
Once it was good,
And I wished that it could,
Always be that way,
I feel you don't care,
I feel so alone,
Why do I feel this way?
Is it because you want out?
Is it because you're afraid?
Or is it just that you doubt us?
And everything we've made.
I love you I hate you,
I hate how you've made me feel,
I hate how things might turn out,
I hate how I hate so much,
I hate how I love you,
But I can't help that,
It's not my fault.
I hate this hurt I hate this pain,
This causes me and you,
I just want to know if you feel the same,
And think we can get through?
I can see the fear inside your eyes,
As you crumble, as you fall,
Crumble under the pressure,
It turns on us all,
Stabs us in the back,
Runs away into the scarlet skies,
And pretends to be your friend.
It eats away at you,
Waiting, watching, waiting for you to skip a beat,
Watching until your over,
And there's no hope.
The clouds roll over, darkness,
Darkness forever?
You stumble, your blind,
You try to hide,
But it'll get you eventually,
Turn and face, be brave,
Take your chances now,
It's all or nothing.
The darkness gets darker,
Then breaks, disappears,
You see the light,
Flooding through,
Light forever? No
Darkness
Prologue
Her thick woollen cloak billowed out behind her as she ran down the thin cobbled steps into the deserted street. The silent baby in her arms was rapped in a small piece of dark green cloth, which revealed the babies thin white ankles. All that could be heard was the occasional rumble of the oncoming storm and the sound of her footsteps on the empty street.
Cold rain fell like icicles from the dark clouded sky. She wrapped her cloak around her tighter pulling the hood up over her head obscuring her face from view, but in the same movement exposing briefly for not more than a few seconds a thin silver bracelet worn on her left wrist.
Am i lost?
Broken?
Confused?
Do i feel anything?
I can feel the fear clawing at my skin,
Is that all?
Is that all i feel?
I know i don't want to lose,
I never do,
I know i hate this,
I hate this all,
But its gets me nowhere.
It burns on and never gets dimmer,
Does this mean im torn?
Torn between two,
No, im just cracked,
Cracks heal, scars don't.
Don't wait for the scars,
Forget the past.
Stupidity, thats what this is
Forget, forget, forget this all...
I knew id miss you,,
And you hadn't even gone.
Now you have,
How will we hold on?
I love you too much to let you leave,
But i feel i have lost you now.
You say you will always be here when i need you.
I need you always,
Where are you?
Just to see you,
To hear you.
I need you now.
Im crying again now,
But its good,
It proves how i love you,
how i feel,
I want you to know.
She cries for the dead,
He cries for his love,
They cry for the loss they feel,
We all cry for reasons unknown,
But I cry for when I'm alone.
The mother cries because she needs,
The father cries because he forgot,
The child cries in the storm.
The girl cries because she's lost everything,
The boy cries because he's got everything,
You cry because you're hurt,
And I cry because you're hurt,
We all cry for reasons unknown,
But I cry for when I'm alone.
Locked, hidden, lost. by Alatariel-Luinwe, literature
Literature
Locked, hidden, lost.
It was a wound i had covered,
It was hidden away,
But now when i see you,
It brings back all the pain.
Just leave me to be alone,
I need to be free,
Away from everything,
Away from you.
My scars are deep,
Getting deeper,
Clearer cut, open, bleeding.
Falling faster,
Losing my footing,
Gasping for breath,
Save me,
Save me from this suffocation,
Take me away from this invisible cell,
Remove the collar from around my neck,
I feel weak,
Getting weaker,
Rescue me,
Rescue me from this prison,
The prison you built me,
Hiding me from the world,
Hiding the world from me.
Release me set me free,
Give me the key,
And save me fr