Alatariel-Luinwe

She stares at me, And in her eyes i see, The love the hate the dreams, In her eyes i see the sadness, The sickness, disease. My vision clouds, Through the tears i can't see, I can't see her anymore, She can't see me. I close my eyes then open, And see shes staring at back at me, The anger shows now, Burning through, I reach forward, The mirroa smashes, Now she can't see me.

Once it was good, And I wished that it could, Always be that way, I feel you don't care, I feel so alone, Why do I feel this way? Is it because you want out? Is it because you're afraid? Or is it just that you doubt us? And everything we've made. I love you I hate you, I hate how you've made me feel, I hate how things might turn out, I hate how I hate so much, I hate how I love you, But I can't help that, It's not my fault. I hate this hurt I hate this pain, This causes me and you, I just want to know if you feel the same, And think we can get through?

I can see the fear inside your eyes, As you crumble, as you fall, Crumble under the pressure, It turns on us all, Stabs us in the back, Runs away into the scarlet skies, And pretends to be your friend. It eats away at you, Waiting, watching, waiting for you to skip a beat, Watching until your over, And there's no hope. The clouds roll over, darkness, Darkness forever? You stumble, your blind, You try to hide, But it'll get you eventually, Turn and face, be brave, Take your chances now, It's all or nothing. The darkness gets darker, Then breaks, disappears, You see the light, Flooding through, Light forever? No Darkness

Prologue Her thick woollen cloak billowed out behind her as she ran down the thin cobbled steps into the deserted street. The silent baby in her arms was rapped in a small piece of dark green cloth, which revealed the babies thin white ankles. All that could be heard was the occasional rumble of the oncoming storm and the sound of her footsteps on the empty street. Cold rain fell like icicles from the dark clouded sky. She wrapped her cloak around her tighter pulling the hood up over her head obscuring her face from view, but in the same movement exposing briefly for not more than a few seconds a thin silver bracelet worn on her left wrist.

Am i lost? Broken? Confused? Do i feel anything? I can feel the fear clawing at my skin, Is that all? Is that all i feel? I know i don't want to lose, I never do, I know i hate this, I hate this all, But its gets me nowhere. It burns on and never gets dimmer, Does this mean im torn? Torn between two, No, im just cracked, Cracks heal, scars don't. Don't wait for the scars, Forget the past. Stupidity, thats what this is Forget, forget, forget this all...

I knew id miss you,, And you hadn't even gone. Now you have, How will we hold on? I love you too much to let you leave, But i feel i have lost you now. You say you will always be here when i need you. I need you always, Where are you? Just to see you, To hear you. I need you now. Im crying again now, But its good, It proves how i love you, how i feel, I want you to know.

She cries for the dead, He cries for his love, They cry for the loss they feel, We all cry for reasons unknown, But I cry for when I'm alone. The mother cries because she needs, The father cries because he forgot, The child cries in the storm. The girl cries because she's lost everything, The boy cries because he's got everything, You cry because you're hurt, And I cry because you're hurt, We all cry for reasons unknown, But I cry for when I'm alone.

Verse 1] Aside from wishing this night could last forever, I only wish that, once again, we'd be together. We'd stay up late: embrace, kiss and talk, but never, Fall apart; break a heart- if only this could last forever. Sub Chorus] My eyes, moonlight. Your lips, this kiss. My eyes, moonlight. Your lips, our kiss. Chorus] You mean everything in the world to me. Without your smile, your spirit, I would not be free. I can't justify the way that I feel. No longer nip me; I now believe what is real. Verse 2] Forgetting my meanings deep into the night, A truth to me seems a long time ago. Forgetting my meanings until I fixate my

verse 1] I know, you're scared. But just remember dear, I care. And I know, what it's like. The aching silence on those sleepless nights. Sub-Chorus] I now need you to know, you'll never be alone. I now need you to know, I'm here, I'll never go. I close my eyes, and kiss your hair. Just to let you know I'm there. You close your eyes, I feel your pain. And with this kiss, I take it all away. Verse 2] I don't, want more. Than just to hold you near, just for. A smile, in your look. To show me exactly how much it took. Sub-Chorus] I now need you to know, you'll never be alone. I now need you to know, I'm here, I'll never go. I

Verse] I was lost, inside you. Force a smile, for a while, can't get through. You were here, in my arms, glance at me, fail to see, all alarms. I had tried, to hold on, all this pain, can't replace, and now you're gone. Sub Chorus] The inspiration, of my sadness. Motivation, I crave to have-this. Truth is carried, by my profound breathing. Lost of opinion, controlled by meaning. Chorus] How did I let you get to me? With all this time, I failed to see. That you'd torn down my walls, and you'd  silenced all my falls. Yet now I still question, why, why you left me here, I cry. I wonder how I was ever wrong, as I face re

Verse 1] I was a dark, and endless ladder, a subject, lacking a matter. Sub-Chorus] But when I look-down on what I've climbed, I only have-one thing on my mind, the truth is lucent-and easy to find, I've left my darkness so far behind, 'cause of you. Verse 2] She was a bright, and blissful starlight, a tinted flame, that brightened my dark nights. Sub-Chorus] But when I look-down on what I've climbed, I only have-one thing on my mind, the truth is lucent-and easy to find, I've left my darkness so far behind, 'cause of you. Chorus] And no-one can change, the way that I feel. At times I am drifted, but I know this is re

I refuse to pick at the pain but all I know is how I stain How I mark, how I bleed How I long, for my life to end How I wait and wish for you and I wonder where you are as I sleep tonight I lie, I bleed, I think of you I live, I die, I learn to cry So when I die Will you miss me tonight? So when I go Will you cry? Will you sleep at night? Will you forget? To let me be To smile for me And the life I forgot To learn to lead I die alone Like I did before I close my eyes And forget once more Remember me See me as happy As I laugh And cry inside As I wish And long to die The way my life leads down a path It twists it

Verse 1] Now I may not be perfect, but if I'm one thing, I swear I'm true. And because I know you're worth it, I'm gonna spend my time with you. Verse 2] Now you may acknowledge, just how much you mean to me. 'Cause when I'm away at college, you're the only thing I see. Sub-Chorus] You mean so much. I feel your touch. With everything you do. You mean so much. I feel your touch. With everything you do... All eyes are on you. Chorus] Like the last time I felt desire, I'm taken over by your eyes possessing fire. Nothing seems to change when we're together, and I wouldn't change a thing, I'd just make it last forever. Bridg